Tuesday, May 02, 2006

do you, do you not?

i dont understand french, i dont understand spanish, i dont understand portuguese, dont understand, dont understand. but its okie.

i dont understand what this girl on my ipod is singing but i enjoy listening to her because i dont understand.

i could try to listen to her with my heart to feel what she is singing, is she happy? is she sad? is she angry? is she, is she? but because i dont understand, i might never know but its okie.

perhaps she doesnt want anyone to. she just want to express and doesnt really care what you think. she enjoys the beauty of humans and how they make meanings of their own and preceive the same thing in many different ways.

because i dont understand i can think its this and that or maybe that or this and alittle this and that, however i want, whichever i want to and it doesnt really matter.

the funny thing is sometimes when i speak english and the listener understands english, he/she might not understand what i want to convey and sometimes cant.

sometimes people cant, sometimes people dont want to.

sometimes people dont understand what they dont understand...

and people learn not to understand.

4 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Muack. i dont know why but i can tell u that i do understand. I hope that one day someone special will understand too.
N crying yourself to sleep for far too long, is not good. it just makes u even more sad n lonely. I had cried for everyday for almost 10yrs and finally stopped. now its only once in a while that i feel that loneliness.
I hope that you will feel it lesser too.

8:50 PM  
Blogger Miu said...

youre a clever girl tara :)

once in awhile it comes back and get me but im pretty forgetful and stubborn, therefore it helps me. i forget im sad and lonely after a sleep and im stubborn because i wont allow it to get to me too. :) so need not worry. :) thanks girl. hug.

1:49 PM  
Blogger thetick said...

don't so emo leh chio bu :B

4:24 PM  
Blogger Miu said...

hey jon, haha didnt know you come here... :) im fine la... thanks.. :)

11:00 AM  

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