beautiful

woke up at 6ish in the morning, with the aircon not turned on, blanket, pillow and bloster all still in their untouched position. and myself curled up like a new born baby position. i was too tired.

im enjoying the breaking of the morning and the bird chriping like they always do. everything in the world seem so impermanent but somehow or rather, the mornings has always been there... and waiting patiently and would continue to do so.... something so nature yet brings so much trust into life. trusting that it would always be there if only i catch it in time...

despite the series of unfortunate events that i was slapped within a short few months i refuse to be defeated. refuse to be defeated nor would i fight it. if things are meant to happen they happen and no matter how much i dont and wont want it to happen. it happens and happened. regardless of how i would feel it would still do. so ill embrace such beauty of life because pain and loss are just part of life. without it, life probably wouldnt be as complete and beautiful at the end of the day.

i still feel life is beautiful, so is the world...