My ash green 9am

From this sunday morning onwards, i no longer wakes up at 6 to wait or wait aimlessly. Thinking would he come for me, would he not come for me?

I no longer have to do that and feel that way.

I woke up to a 9am earlier and i was alittle glad i passed 7am. I dont want to wake up to 7am to feel 7am and be reminded of the old sundays and him that were beautifully turned painful. But im sure its only time thats ill think of the old sundays with nothing but a tint of sweet old good feeling in me. Now it still hurts alittle but i know it would go away for me. :)

I loved and have given all i could give, i have no regrets and i really hope and wish that he would have happiness. And just that thought that he would find his happiness, puts a smile to my face. All the best my love!

Nothing much to tell because all that has passed is passed. I am flying away to where my happiness will be. wee.....

I have new hair colour. brown and ash green strips. Yes, this is a new begining with a new new new new new. hahahaha.