2006

For new year eve, dad is not back(singapore) but he sent me a text on my mobile before anyone did.
Dad: Pa, wish you happiness and all your dreams comes true. Happy new Year.

Mum went out for some talk and celebration but she sent me a text to my mobile just right after dad's.
Mum: Have a Blessed new year. Rejoice.

Sister went out for celebration with freddy and old classmates and she sent a text to my mobile just right after 12 midnight.
Sister: Happy New Year! I love you!

Although this new year, we were all not home together but i have them close to my heart and i know they have mine to theirs too...

And for every year that have past, he is still deeply missed and loved by me and our family. I love you kor... Happy new year to you and may you be happy up there, watching over us from above.


Woke up. Waited for the church bells to strike at 12 noon. Its does so every first day of the month. And i stood at my window close to 12 waiting for it to sing to my ears and i know i will smile. And i did.First day of a new month of a new year. 01 Janurary, 2006. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6. Now we have past this half century. hahahaha. Not too bad, we all made it so far, so, so far so good.Have you given yourself a pat of encouragement on your own back? Do so if you have not. You truly deserves it if you have made it this far.

For all the crockraches you managed to kill the previous years, for all the bird shit that might have fallen on you and managed to shower them off, for all the beautiful dancing with birds in the gardens or parks, for all the sweetness and love you received. For letting go what makes you unhappy, treasuring what makes you happy. For that, give yourself a pat on the back.