Weird day

I had a alittle weird day today.

Which i dont exactly like...... makes me feel like vominting alittle. I dont really like feeling such feelings, i feel like i wanna shower and and shower them off. Like some bird shit fallen on me.... I dont like.

I dont want to go into trying to explain the whole incident and the details but i have something i clearly concluded in my mind.

I feel if anyone have left their partner or someonewhomelovedthem for someone else, and managed to remain friends with he or she despite the hurt and pain given. They should treasure the friendship, the fact that it didnt have to end badly and that he or she loves you enough to let you go without any sense of hatred. If later in life, you had your ithoughthe/shewastheoneformes and feel that your ex partner is at the end the one you really want and wish to have he or she back. Please respect the fact that he or she might have moved on in life, changed in their own ways in whichever aspects, and that they might not be able to love you back the way they have once loved you dearly.

Now, i say. I appreciate the fact he came back to tell me he wants me back at the end of the day. But i have moved on in life, changed and grew in ways i believe have made me a better and stronger person for myself and life. Im glad my love has finally been appreciated but i am sorry too for i can no longer love you the way i once loved you dearly. Please do not be angry for i cant love you back or give me childish emotional blackmail rubbish like soimnotgoodenoughforyounow...... I never and would never meant it that way, dont get me mistaken nor give me those unnecessary ugly feelings i dont need.

The least that could be done would be the following 3s.
1. remain just friends
2. do nothing
3 get lost and outta my life the day you decided to leave for someone else

For i dont need and wish to be given any uneccessary ugly feelings or attend to childish emotional blackmail.

I dont like bird shit to fall on me.

Another point, if anyone wants to have their forsaken and abandoned love back but gives childish emotional blackmail even before they can retrive it back.

It says alot, and enough. At least for me.

So, if you happen to be a forsakenabandonedbirdwantedback, please love yourself alittle more and think carefully my dear birds. For you dont need and want to be hurt again.

And Lastly,

Or, if you happen to be a wantforsakenabandonedbirdbackbird that might happen to read this post one day. I hope you be able to put thebirdyouwantback above yourself and think the best for he or she, consider if you could make sure never to forsake and abandon he or she again and if you could give he or she what she really needs and wants from love. If not, I hereby wish you will not be a bad bird by not trying to mess up again and further.

Good luck.

hah...