sense of loneliness and emptiness creeped back into me these few days so i just sat there and let the tears roll, for i know theres nothing much i can do.

recalling the nights i used to cry myself to sleep when i was a child till now i still do that sometimes.... sense of loneiness and emptiness never did leave me, time just allow you to get used to it and sometimes be comfortable with it.

its the kinda loneliness and emptiness, no amount of people around you could help take it away. like im looking at the world and myself as a third party and i know im alone here looking and looking.

feeling...